last night we went to hollywood star lanes again, and it was so much fun! there were seven guys, and we were all having a great time. apparently we saw the short annoying girl from “that’s 70’s show” and some midget guy that was a regular on mtv’s show “jackass” (which i’ve never seen, but a couple of the guys were very sure that’s who this midget guy was). and we suspected that the two girls and a one guy in the lane next to us were two adult film actresses and their producer, but that was mere theory. it’s hard to really be sure. the guy was a complete tool though and fell down a couple times when he bowled. i laughed at him.

my first game was an embarrassing 80, but the second was a very decent (for me) 134. i was satisfied. my only regret is jammin my finger halfway through the second game trying to give one of the guys the high-five-low-five windmill move after he got a strike. it was pretty humiliating and my right middle finger is still bruised. i’m a complete imbecile.

and i still have no money because my college’s financial offices are crazy and won’t allow me access to my own excess student loan funds until the end of the semester. but i need the money for food and school supplies NOW, don’t you see? i can’t wait until december to buy a folder to put papers in from my first day of class, or to buy dinner for next week. crazy colleges, always so impractical and impersonal. maybe the mail will bring me financial respite this afternoon…(fingers crossed).

maybe, if i’m lucky, i’ll FINALLY get to see ghost world, but i’m not going to get my hopes up because for some reason when i do the plans always get thwarted. at least there’s always that sliver of hope, somewhere. and that’s all i really need.