the only good thing abour right now is that i’m not hungry anymore. the problem is that lunch is already behind me though. see, the pre-lunch stretch of the workday always goes by faster than the post-lunch one. and usually we have a pretty late lunch around here, almost always after one pm. that means the dragging post-lunch stretch could be as short as three hours. but today it was already over by 12:30, and although i’ve tried hard to extend the downtime by doing some browsing and blog-reading, it’s only 1:15 and i have nothing to do now but work. this makes me unhappy, and if i didn’t have some good tunes to escape with i’d certainly be lost. completely gone. every day this week has seemed to take longer than it should to be over. does that mean i’m having a bad week, or am i to the point in the summer where i’ve just had enough of working full days and need to get out of here as soon as i can? i wish it was the first one, because then next week would be better. but i know in my gut that it’s the second one, and the whole next 4 weeks or so i get to (have to) work here are just going to be increasingly more grating on my sense of well-being. will i ever have a job where i don’t spend half of my mental capacity wishing i was doing something else? it’s probably best not to think about that.