to convince you further, for those of you who haven’t done so, to buy the dismemberment plan cd, i put up one of the songs that i’ve been really digging this week. download the others from their site, but in addition now you can check out “following through”, the new song of the week.

the long list of things i’d love to do right now does not include writing a short paper on “art in the age of mehcanical reproduction”; and to do the top few things on the list i would need a special someone which i’m painfully aware of not having tonight. these are not good feelings.

why is it that over a month later i’m feeling more instead of less pain in regard to this? not constantly but in occasional but very piercing little jabs. the thoughts that things maybe aren’t so bad, finally, are mixed up with the intermittent reminder that oh yes, they are.

someone needs a hug or a root beer.