lonely days at home don’t provide a whole lot to talk about, although i did discover a new link to this page. so thank you, collapsing friend #5. or maybe it’s #6. something like that. thanks all the same for including me. your page is good. and his link says collapsing which is good, because (although any link is good) links that say “two points” make me think of sports for some reason, which don’t quite convey the right mood for this blog. i think. of course maybe the bulk of what i write could just be one big metaphor for a pep talk from a coach to his team in the bottom of the ninth, or after the two minute warning, or during the last time out left with no fouls to give in the fourth quarter of the playoffs.

but i like to think of what i write as one big metaphor to be used for a talk after your team loses from the players to the coach, saying hey, it’s just a game, for fun. entertainment, see? it doesn’t matter who won, as long as we had a good time. and we did, didn’t we coach? didn’t we have a few good laughs, make a few memories, whether or not we won the game?

because there will always be other games, right?

i left my bleed american cd at work before i left, so of course that means i want to listen to it right now because i can’t. hopefully they’ll send it to me soon like i asked, but by then i probably won’t necessarily want to listen to it as badly. doesn’t that just figure.